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Sunday, May 24, 2009
while it was CS lesson some day ago,a fren was surfing the net against Mrs chor's permission... like anyone doesnt do that lor......
then he told me about Maplestory II................. 3D and stuff.....and said that he is getting a bit interested in trying the new ver out.................. and ask me if i wana play wif him....what i said is obvious,NO!......i told him that i was bored of that game and i hav lose hope in it...................... but the truth us actually........................................
It reminds me of some sweet innocent but yet painful and stuff like that which happened in the game in the past.........
this time,unforturnately,its still abt relationship, however,this is online relationship and there isnt the love thing,theres just a sense of belonging and frenship and companionship.......
P6 year,i started playing MS...when we first met, we were both that kind ultra noob ppl.....who got chased around by ribbon piggys...zzz isnt it?
we were just in the buddy list cuz we din both to delete each other...and the next time we meet.... was after lv30...liife was great wif her(guys,for those who are thinking how i noe that she is a her, i tell u,i noe her ok>?)everyday,train together,then get lazy liao just slack around and say sweet words to each other and encourage each other and i felt really fulfilled those times....but i always need to prepair for PSLE so...sadly,i paused maple for 2months,aug to oct....i told her that and she said i should study hard and focus on the exam.......... and she will be waiting to congratulate me ........
so.....oct,i come back....i was lv44 and she was..... lv70+......omg....aug to oct....from lv 30+ to 70+ she no longer train at the usual place,cuz the place is too noob for her though we still meet once in a while.
i was determined to minimize the lv gap between us so that once again i could be back wif her......... for 6 days,the only week i hav before leaving for holiday,i played at least 15hs a day,from 10pm til 6.30pm,then bath and go to sch with myself sleepy. i managed to lv till lv 50.....yet still such a large gap. then,tat was a night which i dreaded.....cuz i felt betrayed,or is it really betrayal?cuz there isnt actually no love?i dono...i just felt hurt.....some whr some how.
she came to find me,instead of us meeting in the fm. she told me,she found a new bf,someone who could train wif her,help her and he live close to her house.. and yar....i cant remember anything else..................
i felt.....pure dread,it felt as if earth just stopped spinning and my life just lost itself........lv difference again....why???
FROM THEN ON,I DECIDED not to be a noob,who is powerless and is unable to decided for himself........... i want power! i want strength!
since then,we were still frens but it was never the same again she could feel it too,cuz i was cold towards her and tried to avoid her as much as possible. she tried to made it up,by helping in wat eva ways she could,however it just wont be the same..........
eventually,i stopped contacting her though i din delete her from my msn.people change as time passes,let the fond memories settle in my mind as we mature and learn the way.
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 12:18 AM
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Yo!
hello, i am haocheng,also known as ziddaneLegend ,im a from RI
im in RIMB batch of twenty11 and i plays flute
dream to be the best(doesnt seem possible)
wishes to be the best also.......wana know more,pls add my msn:haocheng@singnet.com.sg(you have to tell me who u r first!)
