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Thursday, April 16, 2009
i got my PR1 today...that was expected....avg 3.2 so sad i couldnt reach the requirments for a new flute...sob...still got much more to improve on.... Band prac is resuming 2mr.....great....but now i more worried abt my NAFFA and upcoming CCTs ....for the past few years i had been aiming for the best A result i could achieve in NAFFA test........ but this year...i am only aiming for an avg C gold.. so u see?this is my standard drop....i am unfit..... dam it....too bad...i went to sch councilor for an appointment set by my teacher...who is worried that i am stressing myself too much.......and she is correct.................Lets see what are the things that i am worried for...........
* emo over certain people..... * worried that i could not get good results for an RA subject * no GPA 3.6=no flute * my flute playing is not improving * RE....my grp is screwed...i am currently supporting the whole grp * um...emo over certain people.....i just cant forget...u noe? * NAFA is next week and i am still not fit enough...
So u see?All this adds up to my pressure........... recently...i posted this question:how to confess to the girl you like? on yahoo answers.... then i got so much rubbish and crap which does not help at all........is this the end of it?............... i still thinks of her................................................
o ya...i told this to the councilor too...then we were discussing what is it that made me like her so much then after the session...i felt better but then,the next day,i felt emo again...as i was thinking of is it because she cared for me that made me like her?Or what is it? i really dono...theres just a sence of energy and hope and happiness when i was with her.i wonder why?
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 10:25 PM
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Yo!
hello, i am haocheng,also known as ziddaneLegend ,im a from RI
im in RIMB batch of twenty11 and i plays flute
dream to be the best(doesnt seem possible)
wishes to be the best also.......wana know more,pls add my msn:haocheng@singnet.com.sg(you have to tell me who u r first!)