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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Oh this is bad...i am just writing for the fact that i feel that i should write as i haven been writing for a few days....so....after 2days of SYF and heres what we got... 2 GWH(both on today)and 5 golds....
So....this is a good sign or a bad sign??? the answer is that it has got nothing to do with a sign... the only sign to this is u work hrad enough or u slack around...obviously St Nicks girls hav been working very hard...
must work hard,.....2mr is the big time for many of the peeps i noe....namly ZhiChao from NanHua and JingEr from Tanjong Katong Girl's though she isnt playing....Work hard,you will be the leading batch for the next SYF......
Lastly...and most importantly.......RGS....they r playing 2mr tooo....... here i wish them best of luck in their upcoming competitions and hope they will perform to their very best.Good luk :p
Also rit....Catholic high is playing too....feeling very anticipated....... hope they will do well...though we r competitors......good luk!
ok lar this is all sia....now back to RIMB......i dono abt the others.... hope they are all working hard now......together we shall do our best ...and bring glory to the sch..... kays,cya
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 8:43 PM
Saturday, March 28, 2009
how do you hear if its is sharp or flat? I NED HELP OR I THINK I WILL JUST UM...JUST WHAT ARH.....I MUST CONSIDER CAREFULLY....LTR CURSE MYSELF TOO HARD ...OK,I FEEL QUITE BORED....AND QUITE BAD ....HOW CAN LIFE BE GOOD WHEN U SIMPLY TIRED OF ALL THE TIRING STUFF...
WHEN CAN I GO FOR MY VISION OF PERFECT LIFE AND HOLIDAY?WHEN EVERYDAY I CAN JUST WAKE UP IN THE MORNING THEN GO FOR BREAKFAST THEN DRINK SOME DRINKS THEN GO FOR A WALK WIF MY GIRL FREN (I DONT HAV ONE YET,SIGH....)BY THE SEA... MUST HAV BEAUTIFUL BEACH OR ELSE NO WAY!
THEN CAN GO HOME THEN PLAY SOME MUSIC... VIF GIRL FREN AGAIN....THEN GO OUT AND DO SOME WINDOW SHOPPING,IF HAV STUFF I LIKE THEN I CAN BUY,........
THEN I THINK LIFE WILL BE QUITE GOOD........... I LIKE THIS KIND OF LIFE.....I WONDER IF IT WILL BE EVER POSIBLE......GOING TO SCH AT 6.10 AND RETURN HOME AT 8PM EVERYDAY IS REALLY NOT WHAT I WANT,THIS WAY,I CANT EVEN GO AND STROLL IN THE NEIGHBOURHOOD......
I HAV BEEN VISITING JUNCTION8 MORE THAN BUKIT PANJANG PLAZA AND THE LATER IS SO MUCH NEARER TO MY HOUSE...SO U SEE!
BUT TOO BAD...IS I WANT SUCH A LIFE SRYLE, I HAV TO MEET CERTAIN REQUIRMENT......... SUCH AS HAV A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF MONEY. THEN AT LEAST MY FLUTE PLAYING MUST BE GOOD ENOUGH OR I WILL JUST SOUND LIKE SHYT THEN I STILL MUST HAV THIS PLAY WHICH IS QUITE NEAR TO THE SEA AND IT MUST BE WIF A BEAUTIFUL AND NOT POLLUTED BEACH...........................................
OK,TATS ALL FOR TODAY.....BTW...I AM NOW BARRED BY SOMEONE FROM HER BLOG.....................................
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 9:58 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
ok...i got cut for lots of parts of set piece........but dont worry lah i wont be unhappy one,its just that i felt a bit bad.....angry at myself how could i be so suck......yesterday just got some parts and then in just one day,i forgot abt it again...and then my tuning is so screwed that i got cut in so many parts lar,ai.......wheres the haocheng a few years ago when he first started learning flute?it was so easy at that time lor.....i cant take my stupidity anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
also,i am quite affected by some random stuff which i mentioned earlier .........ai.....i ned to find a way to forget it,or most probally my syf and some other stuff will just screw up...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 9:48 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
im super ultra emo now....i will try to get over..... lol so sad...i just got myself bulked up and scored a full mark aka top in class physics test and then i am going down again...see all this positive and negative effects?wonder whats the cause of this?
read the posts below for more info....i seriously dont want to say anymore.
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 1:38 AM
argh...i was so naive.............thinking that people will forever be the same......how possible! people will change as time pass by..............maby i can finally set myself free now,after four years of life wif chains.
and now i shall post.................................................. 60 things which most girls dont noe.......................
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Guys like femininity not feebleness.
--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his everything to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
done...girls,guys,all hav fun reading
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 1:31 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Continue from just now.....i still feel very bad..... pls cheer me up or i will most likely to drop to dono whr by 2morrow.
i wonder what should i do.......i given hope up, but god made hope go back to me,i tried to get hope to be my fren again,but our frenship is lost forever...
i suddenly feel like singing the Pri5 camp 's song U r my sunshine.the memories of the camp was still wif me but my sunshine is lost .....and will continue to be lost for a long time....if not forever.
You are my sunshine my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are grey You'll never know dear how much I love you So please don't take my sunshine away
The other night dear as I lay sleeping I dreamed I held you in my arms When I awoke dear I was mistaken So and I hung my head and cried
You are my sunshine my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are grey You'll never know dear how much I love you So please don't take my sunshine away
I'll always love you and made you happy no matter if u say the same even if you leave me to love other You'll still be my sunshine
You are my sunshine my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are grey You'll never know dear how much I love you So please don't take my sunshine away So please don't take my sunshine away
i changed the 2nd last para cuz it is not what i feel ,the original ver for tat part is very selfish kind... i dont like it....i hope my own ver de lrc is still ok... cuz i cant sing(i am so special....LOL)
i think i got nothing else to say.....i go finish my alice project....then i come back for more crap......hahahah
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 10:45 PM
Ai...i failed myself again......anyway,thanks for weichen 's tips on my yahoo question....but it does not help....... looks like the past it the past and it is really ____(my chinese essay love story 's name)that it will not work i am now feeling very demoralised and lost and helpless. Johnson said that he want to cut some ppl 's parts to make it sound better.i dont want to be cut ;i worked hard to prevent that,but now im not so sure i am determined anymore, i aready hav a stack of homework which i did not finish and there will be more in time to come and my health is failing me and in this kind of time of need,my belief which i draw strength from,which brings me hope have left me again;it hurts,i hav aready lost my fighting sprirt once and i dont want to lose it again................................o pls my belief,please just help me through this period of time,i really need your support..... lol,i sounds stupid when i say this...........................................
IcanIshallImust I will （i get from RIMB motto one...) i think tis ver suits me the best...
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 2:50 PM
Today,i wake up at abt 11am......pretty late hor,it a wonder that i could wake up so late cuz i slept at 9 last night............... thats 14hrs?....yar...that is 14hrs,this makes me a pig!i dont want to be a pig!!!!! i SHALL WAKE UP EARLY NEXT TIME! (CUZ NEXT TIME IS SCH DAY LIAO MAH)
I FELT VERY BORED JUST NOW AND DECIDED THAT I SHOULD GO GOOGLE FOR SOME LAME THINGS TO READ......I WAS READING SOMETHING LIKE HOW TO CONFESS TO THE GIRL U LIKE,UM,IT WAS NOT VERY HELPFUL FOR THIN SKIN PEEP LIKE ME...ANYWAY I ALSO DONT NEED IT NOW......BUT THE THING PPL WROTE THERE IS PRETTY FUNNY ,WIF ALL KIND OF CONFESSION METHODS,WHICH COULD BE REALLY HELPFUL FOR MY OC SUMMATIVE(PARDON ME FOR THE SPELLING ERROR) WIF MRS SELVAN 2MR.
THIS SHOULD BE ALL I HAV TO TALK ABT.............IF GOT MORE STUFF THEN MABY I JUST POST LATER LOR STILL GOT TONS OF HOMEWORK AND FILELING WHICH I HAVEN DONE YET....LOOKS LIKE TODAY I CANT PLAY FLUTE LIAO....SO SAD........I FEEL SO GUILTY................
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 1:56 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Aiyo,i lao ren chi dai liao arh .......forgot mention abt the weather just now .......very bad sia..................... it was like....um,very yellow and the wind was very loud ....guys,bear wif it lar......... i noe my eng very bad,its not aunty jenefer's fault orh its bcuz i nv work hard enough... Must say lar,just now very woried cuz scared sg got natural disaster......lucky no storm orh.. Anyway,u saw it too.................... no matter which part of the island u r at,we r under the same sky and we both see the same things when i was staring out of my window, looking at the sky, i was thinking about u, though im sure u hav other things on your mind.......such as sch work, choir performance and all other stuff.
ok lar,done liao.........bb!!
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 8:45 PM
Waaaa.................................
Today's prac was good!!!! Though i din do my best due to my own emo prob lar Ok lar,so lucky that Mr oura wasnt angry.............................
Must work even harder!!!!!!! Something which Mr oura said which i thought is very funny >>He drew a girl face and on the white board then tell someone that this is blahblahblah......which obviously that guy dont even noe then he say that she is watching u play and she is very shy and she sits at the back.......so the whoeva poor guy must play louder so that the whoeva girl which Mr oura named his drawing can hear..................
Funny rit?.........not funny thenn too bad We r just different.......................................
Ok,tats all for 2day
and Byebye!!!!!!!!!
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 7:04 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
Today,band prac was very bad,firstly i wake up late and that means i go band late and i felt very guilty... i felt that it is so wrong of me since Mr oura is working so hard for the sake of the band and there i ---one the the many weak links of the band is going band late.
Secondly,the horns are facing their usual problem again and Mr oura had to spend lots of time on their parts... then rit until 12 pm,he finally cant take our bad state of today and said that if 2mr's prac he come and see attendance is bad,or our play is very below standard..........then he will walk off straight.So....u see.........?Anyways,i shall do my best and improve my self.....namely tuning and my flute playing skills,just like johnson had said.....when i go JC band,there will be the grade 8 duoni and some posibility (pardon me for the spelling XP )that there will be cath high band people coming to RJCSB next time.......like Denial..... the ultra pro guy.......................
So,i must improve myself...........MUSTMUSTMUST!!! or else ...........or else what argh?
Shut up lar..........See?im so dumb....or else what argh? Or else i will be laughed at in Band next time lar,so easy! Great!i hav just answered my own Qn,so.....since i dont want to be a noob,then.......i shall go for band 2mr and 8 am pls get me rit,reach band at 8am not go sch at 8am OOH.
wa....i just found out i aready said so much........and i got more .....I can aready see some ppl fainting over there liao. "Pls leh!Dont faint leh!Giv haocheng a little more support and he will last a long way.."
ANYWAY ARH,guys arh....im thinking of getting a flute (new one) of around 3k......um.......any recommendations?????
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 3:09 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
ok,so this is it,i want to post again.
i tot i will never want to post again,but too bad ,i just want to post again....................................... retarded rit? ya retarded! ok,today i had tuition,but it is getting more and more difficult-------aunty jenifer 's eng paper .......i wonder if i can pass it.............BTW,today i found something cool,first , i found out the full name,second,i search for it on google blogs and after 5 or 4 pages of rubbish,i found the blog wa....God bless me....bless me a lot sia....thank you thank you....hope god bless RIMB also, ok,back to my case,i felt lucky as i also found out all the info i need . This is the first time ever which i am so serious in this kind of thing.
kays,bb
i will create legend
LIVING.out.of.REALITY; 10:58 PM
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Yo!
hello, i am haocheng,also known as ziddaneLegend ,im a from RI
im in RIMB batch of twenty11 and i plays flute
dream to be the best(doesnt seem possible)
wishes to be the best also.......wana know more,pls add my msn:haocheng@singnet.com.sg(you have to tell me who u r first!)
